Love is an excuse to get hurt

Fri, 12 May 2006 00:09:32 GMT

2 people asked me out today
I feeel supa bad.

Weekend

Thu, 23 Feb 2006 20:45:05 GMT

so i hung out with Quigleys new girlfriend barbra allll day. omg shes like amazing.
this weekend plans.

Saturday- Barbra + party then fair at the mall = fuck yes
we might go to club479. but i dunno yet.

Funn.
p.s i hate fish. ALL fish.

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 22:24:21 GMT

I swear to god im about to cry.
I swear to god.
WTF IS HIS PROBLEM.
i swear to god ill never come out of my room.
I swear to fucking god i didnt mean for this to happen.
I MEAN ITS LIKE I HAVE ENOUGH TO WORRY ABOUT
FUCKKKK

good day gone good

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 23:04:34 GMT

so anyway today i walked over to kellans house around 2ish and i gotta say it made my day :).

I know enough to know that you'd never love me

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 18:19:21 GMT

So basicly kids im missing my OLD friends. ever since ive been hanging out with these new people like amanda and chelsea people have been looking at me diffrently. i mean its like i have something painted on my forehead. some people who i wish not to talk to look at me like ive done something wrong. and i hate those people telling me they wanna be me or they wanna be friends with my friends like montana or they wanna be friends with ian. and im really tried of it. because my life isnt the best but i try and im not popular. ive never tryed so hard to NOT fit in that im actually fitting in more than anyone eles.

I pray for him

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 21:57:25 GMT

i could use one of ians songs right now.... kellan just got hit by a drunk driver and i dunno what to do. Save him. </3

When lighting hits the sky, your always by my side.

Sun, 31 Jul 2005 01:53:18 GMT

today was a kick ass kinda day
I saw some people i havent seen in ages
LIKE IAN
What a hoe( not me montana)
And mr. aaron bryan haha
And yeah they where great
It blew my socks off :)
And i got the best hugs today
And kicked in da ass by MONTANA
bitch
haha jay kay LMAO
Hey hey hey ian
what was it like getting shocked?
haha

Sun, 03 Jul 2005 08:34:10 GMT

They say things will get better and people will cool down and forget about middle school rumors. haha yeah.stoping them from speading rumors about me is like trying to get me to stop dancing in the rain... its imposible. i couldnt sleep. i layed down to go to sleep like 10 mins ago and my music box fliped open. scary. well i think ill go write. i have about a million ideas going in my head. i just wish that the rumors would stop.DAMN MIDDLE SCHOOL KIDS. they ruin lives.<3

♥ love always
melissa cassie renee maxey

When im 80 and on my death bed.

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 22:43:04 GMT

Ive been thinking... roadtrip. ive been thinking about this for years. Yeah i know me and elizabeth and some more friends are so going. since i was six i always wanted to write my name on the hollywood sign. i wonder if theres like gates around it?? hmm well knowing me i would jump it and pull my sarpie out of my pocket and write away. My friends have been telling me that there dream was being rich with kids.... yeah i wanna do like something so flippin awsome with like no money and a vidieo camera and do something so i can tell my kid when im older that friends are all you need. and when im 80 or so and im on my death bed, ill think back to my years and remember my friends. i think montana put it best has we walked down the hallway with kita..." all i need is you guys" yeah these are the days
♥ melissa cassie renee maxey

what a bitch

Wed, 15 Jun 2005 09:02:28 GMT

My heart fills with rage right now. Its not cool because i find out mayo is talkin about me behind my fuckin back. and i hope she fuckin reads this because thats not fuckin cool. I never once talked about you behind your back because i though we where bestfriends.... i mean we have had our fights about things like ben and richerd and quigley and aaron but this. yeah tina just told me what she said and thats pretty messed up. and i wanna kick her ass. Just goes to show... never trust any one. i mean me and mayo have been through a lot and she just wants to throw it away. Like with luke.... that friday before he died i asked him a question and the answer i got back was shockin and i was gonna tell mayo what he said about her but to late and now im never gonna tell her. fuck her.

♥ love always
melissa

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 22:45:35 GMT